asthma

I can't even look straight.
I can't hold my head up.
Don't even think up getting up to walk.

Since when did I get this weak?
I'm not fit anymore.
It's been 10 minutes since my fail attempt at running, and I still feel not so good.

It feels like I'm drunk...,
minus the euphoria happy-go-lucky feeling.
Damn.

It's been so long since I had an attack.
I thought I was beating it, thought I had made it go away.
Ever since I was young, the main focus had been on my health. Now it's been so long, everyone has forgot, myself included.
And it came back today, worse than ever.
I just want to open my lungs up and yell, but I can't even do that.
Hell, I don't even have enough breath to sneeze.

2010-04-12
4:01 p.m.
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