alive
I was having lunch with Grandpa, and there was a lull in conversation.
I turned to him, and I was so close to saying, "So, how's Grandma?"

It feels like she never died.
I wish that she never died.
But a part of me still feels like she's still here, forgetting and erasing everything else.
Up until that point, I had really believed she was still alive.

I guess humans can get used to anything, even death.

2010-05-23
6:59 p.m.
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